If it is any consolation, things aren't as bad as I make it out to be. My life is technically speaking (from 3rd person POV) the best it has ever been.
I have landed my dream job with a really amazing team. I have group of really supportive friends in the city where my job is. I stay far-away from family, but my brother is literally the best emotional support anyone could ever wish for.
This Monday, I will at least try and give one of our university counselors a visit, while I still have free university care. I have tried twice and bailed on it. Maybe 3rd time's the charm.
Lastly, sorry for venting out on the platform here. It's not your baggage.
I can definitely resonate with downplaying depression because by all other metrics you lead a successful life and are surrounded by people who love you. Unfortunately depression don't give a shit about any of that. Hopefully you're able to follow through on your visit today. Best of luck!
If it is any consolation, things aren't as bad as I make it out to be. My life is technically speaking (from 3rd person POV) the best it has ever been. I have landed my dream job with a really amazing team. I have group of really supportive friends in the city where my job is. I stay far-away from family, but my brother is literally the best emotional support anyone could ever wish for.
This Monday, I will at least try and give one of our university counselors a visit, while I still have free university care. I have tried twice and bailed on it. Maybe 3rd time's the charm.
Lastly, sorry for venting out on the platform here. It's not your baggage.