I don't want to get in to too much detail on a public board, but the short of it is that several major events in rapid succession (unexpected death of my father, lawsuits involving his estate, Covid just as I was re-growing my IT business, loss of several major clients/income security due to same, a sudden chronic health problem, etc, etc, etc, etc.) overwhelmed my ability to get things done in a timely manner. I sought help, and something in the way I was talking must have piqued my psychiatrist's attention, I got tested, and here we are.

It was a lot of shit, all at once, and it would be easy to shrug and say it would have been hard for anyone. But it was enough of a shock to my abilities that I was able to finally see that I just wasn't firing on all cylinders, even though I am otherwise intelligent and capable.

I have not lost my ability to focus. In fact, it's easier than ever. I've always been very distractible (another common symptom), and suddenly the kids making noise while playing next door, dogs barking, phones ringing no longer wreck the house of cards I'm holding in my mind while working on a problem. It's remarkable.