You're not far behind, if at all, from what your peers are. Moreover, your self consciousness - though it may cause you a lot of pain, is a good sign.
Don't go for a LV3 support role (or anything similar). Look for grad schemes - you're (going to be) a graduate!
Understand what part of what you're feeling and thinking is delusion and irrational - what parts are governed by imposter syndrome and whatever failures you've had in the past, and what parts are actual logical reasons as to why you can't or won't get to a specific place you want to be in life.
P.S. Please don't sweat at being shit at data structures and algorithms. The only reason I can write a linked list is because I had to know how drivers work in the NT kernel. I've only ever used hashmaps once in all of my projects and time in the industry.
It's not that I'm shit (or that you are) at DSA, it's that you have no reason to learn that stuff since it applies so infrequently to what you actually want to do.
Don't go for a LV3 support role (or anything similar). Look for grad schemes - you're (going to be) a graduate!
Understand what part of what you're feeling and thinking is delusion and irrational - what parts are governed by imposter syndrome and whatever failures you've had in the past, and what parts are actual logical reasons as to why you can't or won't get to a specific place you want to be in life.
P.S. Please don't sweat at being shit at data structures and algorithms. The only reason I can write a linked list is because I had to know how drivers work in the NT kernel. I've only ever used hashmaps once in all of my projects and time in the industry.
It's not that I'm shit (or that you are) at DSA, it's that you have no reason to learn that stuff since it applies so infrequently to what you actually want to do.