>you probably should talk with a psychiatrist or psychologist about that and your anger, because it seems to affect you in your daily life, since you're walking around being "disgusted" by very natural things.
"Dear shrink, I am totally happy with my life. I suffer from no mental problems, I have healthy relationships, am productive and fulfilled at work and outside of it. I have absolutely no reason to be here, except some guy on the Internet told me to, because I don't want to be stared at by homosexuals when going swimming."
That's a great first start! Try to be less passive aggressive once you meet them, otherwise you'll come off the same as you come off here on HN, and I'm sure they can find the root cause of your homophobia. I don't envy you, must be taxing to live with such condition. Hope you end up getting the help you need!
"Dear shrink, I am totally happy with my life. I suffer from no mental problems, I have healthy relationships, am productive and fulfilled at work and outside of it. I have absolutely no reason to be here, except some guy on the Internet told me to, because I don't want to be stared at by homosexuals when going swimming."