I have found that you will never win the comparison game. With age you get the wisdom that someone will always be younger or smarter or more successful or all these things at the same time. It’s not a game anymore when you don’t enjoy playing it. Find something else that motivates you, if that’s management go for it. I would suggest you don’t need to lie in your cv. Just focus on the management related activities you perform and be explicit that you want to build on these skills further while maintaining a hands on role. Plenty of organisations look for hands on managers and you are on a good footing to do that.